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Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Great blessing's on my Birthday!

   
                                      I'm turning 26 year's old tomorrow!
At first I felt overwhelmed and (OLD).... I thought I would feel wise and like I'm getting a new start! For some reason up until last night I was NOT looking forward to growing  older this year!


This morning at two in the morning on the way to Memphis to drop off my hubby for work..... I had so much me time to think.. Everything that has happen to me and for me, all my trails and all my blessings!

My husband and I moved back to Savannah and bought our very on home, We faced a trail in life that just built our faith up so strong! Our family has grown closer in this past year! I can list a million thing's that has happen good and bad! But for me all that is going through my head is why don't I have my hubby on my birthday why are the kid's and I always alone?

  Question's second guessing everything in life! I want to move pass these negative thoughts in my mind and move past them fast! This morning on the way home I turned on 90.5 our local K-love station I needed and wanted to be inspired encouraged what better way then to worship?

My mind went blank all bad thoughts gone my feeling loved and not alone I started to list good thing's out loud about my past year ONLY GOOD!
My two girl's woke at this point,still talking to myself haha the girl's were talking and laughing among there self.....

 My four year old loves K-love she starts to sing out loud
"where you go I'll go"  where you stay I'll stay" when you move I'll move"
Then my oldest daughter starts to sing, tear's flooded my eye's, tears of happiness of joy! How could I second guess a new season in life?

 Why would I have my eye's set on bad and the past when GOD has a open road for my family and I..... I have a sat out to engage in full love, and forgiveness this year I'm young and a wife a mother of three...

I've been blessed with two amazing unwanted children! I've been with them for seven year's nw and they are mine there couldnt be a life without them:)I prayed to God for my very own child after more then three doctors telling me I would never carry We had a sweet baby girl.....

I'm thankful so thankful I made a goal list for this year of being 26 happy, wise, encouraged new loved brave!!!

-Pray more... More one on one time with GOD!
-Take more free time... forget the cleaning...
-less T.V and FB and Blogging more family time!
-Be free in the judgment world we live in today!
-Taking a trip saving money's nice but for once I want to say yea to a trip enjoy the money we work so hard for!!!


  I'm Gina I'm a simple 26 year old women of GOD , mother and wife...
I have doubts and question's I get down in life sometimes stressed!
At the end of the day I know I'm blessed and loved... I'm never alone
I'm older and beautiful and blessed beyond doubt.....

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Be Blessed Sweet Sister's:)
-Gina:)