Big step!

         We are a family of five living from check to check.... Its hard to save any money and it seems like every week there is a new bill! Sometimes I want to give up, my husband and I work hard and have little to nothing to show for it.. Bills come faster every month leaving no time to catch up!


      So we have took a  big step, and  made a big sacrifice.. Larry stop working for united stainless and started a new job with southern towing! He is now gone for 28 days and home for 14. Its hard for me being alone with the kids, to do all practice's, doctor's, wick and church, school and all the many task we mother's have on a daily basis ! To do this with out a partner after five years of shareing the following task with my partner!

        The hardest part is when they cry for there daddy! I just reinsure them he is coming home and he loves them so much.. But then i go to my room or to the bathroom and cry myself! Its crazy but we are going to be on a ten year plan:) we are buying 12 acers of land to put a house on it...paid for! We anit poor or going without but then again we dont have thousands in the savings account eigther...

         This is a big step for our family and I'm sure its hard on larry not being here for every step in our childerens life, He is a great father and husband I just wanted to add that in! We are blessed to have such a wonderful man in our life!


      So far I have money in the bank, all our car's are paid for and the kids need for nothing so we are sitting good! I'm not asking where will we get the 20 for a feild trip or 10 bucks for landuary soap! It feels great to beable to sit back and relax about money:) We arnt were we want to be at rite now but we took the first step and big step! 

Love is kind:)

     First let me start by saying wow Ive been super busy!


     Love is kind. We shouldn't have to fight for it! Although my husband and I do have hard times its easy to love him! He encourages me daily to follow my dream's and sometime he challenges me or puts me in difficult circumstances.... He knows how far I can go,and sometimes I wont push myself cause I'm a big what "IF" person!!!

   This past Thursday when the kid's where on spring break Larry took off work to spend the day with us.We had a nice lunch with the kids and then I took alot of pictures!:) I love taking pictures! In these picture's I took I seen pure love,laughter happiness it inspired me to love my hubby more.

There's nothing I love more then to make my family happy. To learn there needs and what they LOVE.

I fill there are so many ways to love someone. We love unconditionally,as mother's sister's and wife's we go to every length possible to show love to everyone and sometimes that might be hard to express your love when your mad or depressed, but looking through the eyes of our lord it's simple! Larry is not perfect Ha and me we'll say I'm far from it but the things he does (the small things)and (the big things) are worth so much to me!

He don't buy me diamond's worth thousand's or flower's and he don't always say the right

things:) But he loves kindly,unconditional he provides for our family!He is such a hard worker! A big kid at heart..When I see him on the floor with our kid's just playing with them or talking to them leading the in prayer, It'sworth way more then some shiny diamond or flower's that die out in two day's!

Here are some picture's of our family from Thursday.....

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