My darkest hour! Have to make light!

         Have you ever had a time in life you felt as if you should lock your door's and distant your self , your family away from the big world out side of it?

   This past week my blog page, my family has been under attack! Our faith our humaity  has been questioned! We have been put down because of our different life style. I wanted to go and knock down this person's door and ask why? I want to understand what is the trouble with different? Why is the people I love and care for being questioned?

    Instead I've explained my family over and over I have stood tall and fought these nasty thing's being said!
I have wanted so badly run and hide and lock the door and not face the negative... I know deep down their are bigger battles being fought and heavier burden's being dealt with.... I also know I have a shield of love, of protection and with it I have a chance against anything...

   My family and I will stand strong in our faith and we understand we are different and live by different rules from other's and that's fine with us!! God brings good to our life's and we will get some bad, negative people sent our way to question us try to break us down! It is up to (US) at the end to keep faith stand tall and firm in what we know, and trust!

  Some-times in life I guess bad will come to sit at our door and try to control us, evil will take hold and rip our wall's down... This is where I say it's time's like this to remember God's love and faithful understanding
In this time count our every blessing... Kick evil right back out our home's,away from our heart's and our love one's..

   I feel in many way's it's hard to stand and some time's I get broken down
and I don't keep strong faith!When our mind is telling us we are NOT worth it, when it
 gets difficult, think upon your VICTORIES!

Sister's encourage yourself, we know our faith we know our father loves us don't question run toward his love take cover, receive it own it...


     Thanks for stopping in and reading this post!

What's New In Our Life:))

Josie fell in love with this puppy:)

Josie's side redone!

Gladys's side redone:)

What's New: We BOUGHT a house! We have took that big step before and it fell through for us!! We have prayed for this day to come since forever!!! I've enrolled back into school to finish my degree in early childhood... Super excited about this:)
Although the Girl's have to share a room I think I done a wonderful job allowing them to have their own space.....

What's to come: Our son Daniel will be 14...this week! Wow time has went by so fast.... I'm going to let him go to his buddy's house Saturday night and I'll have about 14 hour's to paint and put a new bed in for him:)
We are working on insurance for the new house and the price's are just crazy to me!!!

What I've been reading: I've been reading the bible here this past few day's more then normal.... I think in this time there is so much in our life we need guidance....

I've had a hard time with: There are some of my husband's family that are so rude, to us and to our three kid's and I don't mind it when the hate they are releasing is on me but when it affects our children I just get heated and think very awful thing's in return some time's even act upon them! I've been trying to teach my children not to let other's affect their attuide and how the treat other's.....Seeking the LORD"S guidance about this!

A few thing's I'm thankful for: My Husband whom work's so hard to provide for our little family.... I'm so thankful for this chapter in our life with buying a new home securing money for our many year's to come... I'm thankful for my family and friend's...


Thanks everyone for reading this post I'm truly blessed by you and your support:))

Four Letter Word!

                                                          Four Letter Word:)

                   A word we use on every occasion.... A word some use not knowing
the meaning.... Not understanding the out come from using this Four
Letter Word to express them self!

     Dear Friend's I want to express what this word mean's to me and how
I use it....

LOVE is the wind on a hot summer day...
LOVE is a tender kiss....
LOVE is a hand print on the door in the morning...
LOVE is tear's falling during goodbyes...
LOVE is a small hand in yours....
LOVE is not measured....nor questioned...
LOVE is unexpected....NEVER need to ask for...
LOVE is true and kind....
LOVE is expressed through ten set's of hugs and kisses....before bed

In our family LOVE is not asked for.. There's no need to question
our LOVE for each other....

I find LOVE in ten load's of clothes that one stain you can't get out...
I don't get mad it reminds me of the fun we had making the stains...
LOVE being built!

  Sometimes I still need to be held, I need reassuring everything will work
out! LOVE comes through little hand's rub across my face and a big hug from small people come soon to follow..... I see LOVE where most don't!

  A hard day in and your children offer to clean the table after dinner!
Or take a bath without being told! That's LOVE in it's own way....

True and pure LOVE.... A kind of LOVE people would kill to fell....


LOVE day is coming soon and instead of just saying I LOVE you,
EXPRESS it no matter in what way or form....JUST EXPRESS it!

Go all out,have fun with it.... Make a day filled with note's and kisses..
Have a party with you family and friend's just to express you love for them!
Write a small note to put in your babies lunch box.... bake with your children..... Pass the cupcake's out to people you don't know just because!

  I want to take my expressing to a whole new level! I want more of the
little thing's to count in life!

LOVE in different form's fills my home..my HEART!!! I want to LOVE the
unloved..... The LORD don't chose whom to LOVE he LOVE"S us no matter
size,shape,or form..... Mad or Sad or Happy we should always add love!!!


Thanks for letting me take a moment to express how much the four letter word mean's to me!!! To my family.....LOVE and be LOVED!!!