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Monday, November 19, 2012

Just A Little Love!

Start with love!

Wake your spouse with a kiss:)
Hug him or her when your mad!!
Be kind and gentle:)


When I took my vow's and said I do I thought love was easy,
word's said not something I've really felt much in my life time...


I'm blessed with a caring man who loved me for me...
( Bad and Good )
He holds me while I cry well use to!

I've signal handily broken our ah-mazing relationship  down NOT by cheating or stealing..

I've been cold- hearted and curl....I've thought about how I and our child together felt
not anyone else.... I was out for me and my younger child Josie only...

I feel everyone made a differences between my two step children and Josie!
So I guarded Josie
for myself... I held a-lot against my husband because it was easier!
His family wanted to come in between us and I let it happen!

I wanted a happy marriage...Wanted and honestly seen us lasting for ever!
I just don't know.... Yes it's not all me, but I do my fare share!!

Larry my husband has done and said alot to pro-long this growing problem with our marriage.
The trouble is God is not in our heart's!
We didn't grow with each other we grew without each other and without GOD!

Now after six year's, in hopes of saving our little family we have to work harder than
anyother marriage! Larry works on the boat so in the 28 day's he is on we talk like once a day
no more then that so for us it's learning and teaching each other during the 14 day's he is home!

I love this man I married! There is no doubt that I do! Yes we have great time's together....
The bad seems to come more often.....

I just realized that a marriage is a full time job! I put all my time to our three kid's and none toward  my husband and I....
I start my day as a momma and end it with momma...Never being a caring wife, never taking the time to rebuild anything with my husband!!!

To tell the truth most days I don't make it to bed! I'm up cleaning and getting ready for the next day!
I don't get bath's...I get shower's with three little ones banging on the bath room door...

I could come up with many excuses but the bottom line is if I let the devil take control over me and allow
him to continue to center himself in our marriage I wont have one! I cant take for my husband but I will myself!

I Vow to love and care for my husband more and EXPRESS it more daily!
I Vow to leave the house dirty for a hour just to hold his hand....
I Vow to kiss him every morning and night.....
I Vow to continue to honor him and be faithful!!



Most of all I Vow to put GOD in the center of this marriage! I will pray over my marriage daily!
I will listen to my husband just a little bit more before yelling his head off....

This might be hard work and I ( WE ) have a long road ahead of us! But I'm doing this all the way!
Our marriage will not end! It will grow with just a little love each day!



Sister's if you have a hard time with your marriage or understanding when to let a fight or disagreement go
pray about it!!! Listen to your heart....Make your judgement based on love!!

Just to add, My husband and I are not talking about a divorce but we need work!
Our heart's are not in  the best place, our judgement is way off and the devil is breaking his way in!!!

God will lead our marriage, he will give us the right path from today forward!!

Thanks -Gina






 


Monday, November 12, 2012

Josie 4th Birthday Party!!

Beautiful Girl:)
Josie's 4th Birthday Party!

Family,Friend's gather around on this spacial day!

Girl power!!



    Our youngest had her 4th Birthday party this past weekend! Party was filled with laughter,and love...
Family and Friend's gathered at the park for this spacial day.....

    I was a wreck!! I mean time fly's so fast! It was just yesterday (feels like) she was not even walking!!
November 24th is her real birthday but we had the party early do to Thanksgiving and her Daddy going back on the boat!!!

   My baby isn't such a baby anymore! I'm blessed beyond measure's!! This day was a big one for me more then her! I have learn to let her walk five step's ahead sometimes instead of holding my hand.....
I've gotten to I let her spend a night at Pawpaw's and Nana's house.....It only has happened three time's  but I DID IT!!!!

   She is amazing, loving and kind hearted!!! She is a leader- She trust with her heart and gives before takes:) She Wait's for her turn and talks to kid's that are in need of a friend! She has changed us and completed our family:) She is Our little Josie:)

  Most importantly  she loves Jesus!!! She talks about God daily ask to pray more than at dinner or just bed time!! She has her heart filled with the love of our savior!!! Amazing to see her take part in His word, I feel that God is and always will come First to her!!! (and US)!!!

   We are very proud  of our Little Josie:) Happy Birthday mommy and daddy love you unconditionally baby JOJO.........

Thanks for Stopping in to read about my Spacial day!!!!