Because of them!

   Mother's Day coming up and I battled for so long with being a mom! I thought for sure I would turn out like my dad and mom..... I knew I wanted kid's and a husband but I didn't want to right away... I wanted to wait till I was older and wiser.... I knew deep inside I wanted the American family dream just didn't know when or how!

  I was in a bad place in life a angry soul walking around waiting for someone to hurt someone to blame for all my pain in life...Smiles didn't come to often... Dream's were my only happiness for a while I had come to a place of unhappiness a feeling on loneliness...I had no one to love or to love me.....

I moved out into a hotel when I was 16 year's old I dropped out of school and worked to pay my own bills...It was the happiest I was in awhile free from hurting, no one to hit me no more black eye's no more yelling and telling me how bad Iam just me living for me!

 I was going no where doing nothing in life! Why would there be anyone to love some one like me?
I was wrong! Larry and I meet and he showed me a life I've never known a love so strong something no one has ever expressed to me before.....

 November 6 2006 I moved in with Larry and his two kid's Daniel and Gladys.... At 19 I became a mother of two and a (unmarried) house wife I guess you could say.....It was so hard to trust them and so easy to love them with all my heart!

 I wondered for so long what being a mother would be like and I loved every second of it! Their mom was and still is NOT around and they call me mom till this day! I married this wonderful man and gain two children soon after had one of our own Josie.... They changed me (saved me)!! Loved me when no one else did they stood by me good and bad moment's! They are my best friend's I'm still learning and growing I'm so proud to say I'm growing with them!

I wrote something I want to share!:)

A mother's love could never be questioned! Gentle hand's and tender kisses... Flower's bloom then shortly die off...Mother's love blossoms forever more... never to die! I look at you and my heart smiles, your my every wish my every dream...

To see you cry makes my heart scream.. I will never be one to put you down or judge you, your so perfect to me! Beautiful daughter's and handsome son my love burns like a bright and gentle fire never to be put out! My wishes are to watch you grow to love you more and more...help you shine in every way hard day's and bad dream's are sure to come just know mommy will always be on your team...

Pick up your every fall your my flower's I want to help you grow! My love could never be questioned for you three are my soul! I have a mothers day EVERYDAY because of you! I'm blessed beyond a doubt.. I want you to know I'm here today tomorrow, and forever too! Just wanted you three to know how much I really love you!


I love these three and to tell you the truth I have a mother's day everyday!! Every smile, hug every prayer.... every I love you..... Life without them would be unbearable! I wish each and everyone a very Happy Mother's Day I love ya'll and Be Blessed sweet friend's!

My three babies!:)