Just A Little Love!

Start with love!

Wake your spouse with a kiss:)
Hug him or her when your mad!!
Be kind and gentle:)


When I took my vow's and said I do I thought love was easy,
word's said not something I've really felt much in my life time...


I'm blessed with a caring man who loved me for me...
( Bad and Good )
He holds me while I cry well use to!

I've signal handily broken our ah-mazing relationship  down NOT by cheating or stealing..

I've been cold- hearted and curl....I've thought about how I and our child together felt
not anyone else.... I was out for me and my younger child Josie only...

I feel everyone made a differences between my two step children and Josie!
So I guarded Josie
for myself... I held a-lot against my husband because it was easier!
His family wanted to come in between us and I let it happen!

I wanted a happy marriage...Wanted and honestly seen us lasting for ever!
I just don't know.... Yes it's not all me, but I do my fare share!!

Larry my husband has done and said alot to pro-long this growing problem with our marriage.
The trouble is God is not in our heart's!
We didn't grow with each other we grew without each other and without GOD!

Now after six year's, in hopes of saving our little family we have to work harder than
anyother marriage! Larry works on the boat so in the 28 day's he is on we talk like once a day
no more then that so for us it's learning and teaching each other during the 14 day's he is home!

I love this man I married! There is no doubt that I do! Yes we have great time's together....
The bad seems to come more often.....

I just realized that a marriage is a full time job! I put all my time to our three kid's and none toward  my husband and I....
I start my day as a momma and end it with momma...Never being a caring wife, never taking the time to rebuild anything with my husband!!!

To tell the truth most days I don't make it to bed! I'm up cleaning and getting ready for the next day!
I don't get bath's...I get shower's with three little ones banging on the bath room door...

I could come up with many excuses but the bottom line is if I let the devil take control over me and allow
him to continue to center himself in our marriage I wont have one! I cant take for my husband but I will myself!

I Vow to love and care for my husband more and EXPRESS it more daily!
I Vow to leave the house dirty for a hour just to hold his hand....
I Vow to kiss him every morning and night.....
I Vow to continue to honor him and be faithful!!



Most of all I Vow to put GOD in the center of this marriage! I will pray over my marriage daily!
I will listen to my husband just a little bit more before yelling his head off....

This might be hard work and I ( WE ) have a long road ahead of us! But I'm doing this all the way!
Our marriage will not end! It will grow with just a little love each day!



Sister's if you have a hard time with your marriage or understanding when to let a fight or disagreement go
pray about it!!! Listen to your heart....Make your judgement based on love!!

Just to add, My husband and I are not talking about a divorce but we need work!
Our heart's are not in  the best place, our judgement is way off and the devil is breaking his way in!!!

God will lead our marriage, he will give us the right path from today forward!!

Thanks -Gina






 

Josie 4th Birthday Party!!

Beautiful Girl:)

Josie's 4th Birthday Party!

Family,Friend's gather around on this spacial day!

Girl power!!

    Our youngest had her 4th Birthday party this past weekend! Party was filled with laughter,and love...
Family and Friend's gathered at the park for this spacial day.....

    I was a wreck!! I mean time fly's so fast! It was just yesterday (feels like) she was not even walking!!
November 24th is her real birthday but we had the party early do to Thanksgiving and her Daddy going back on the boat!!!

   My baby isn't such a baby anymore! I'm blessed beyond measure's!! This day was a big one for me more then her! I have learn to let her walk five step's ahead sometimes instead of holding my hand.....
I've gotten to I let her spend a night at Pawpaw's and Nana's house.....It only has happened three time's  but I DID IT!!!!

   She is amazing, loving and kind hearted!!! She is a leader- She trust with her heart and gives before takes:) She Wait's for her turn and talks to kid's that are in need of a friend! She has changed us and completed our family:) She is Our little Josie:)

  Most importantly  she loves Jesus!!! She talks about God daily ask to pray more than at dinner or just bed time!! She has her heart filled with the love of our savior!!! Amazing to see her take part in His word, I feel that God is and always will come First to her!!! (and US)!!!

   We are very proud  of our Little Josie:) Happy Birthday mommy and daddy love you unconditionally baby JOJO.........

Thanks for Stopping in to read about my Spacial day!!!!

     

Judgement.....

           

      The Lord will be your confidence,and will keep your foot from being caught...-Proverbs 3:26

   Judgement! We are judged everywhere we go, for everything we say and do.... We as humans take that judgement hard and try to change it around! We change the already (wonderful) people we are to be successful socially, to build a mirror around (the real us) only to fin in, and to protect who we're covering up!

   "Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent... -Eleanor Roosevelt!

  Life is still as we're back in high school. Finding that one group to define yourself, should I say letting other's define who we are... When is it that we are encouraged by a women we've never met before?  When does the rich stand next to someone with less money PROUDLY? When do we stop when someone we don't know is crying or her kid's are running around and her phone is ringing off the hook.. (she needs to hear a sweet word from her sister in Christ "how are you" "God loves you" or "I don't know what your dealing with but I'm here for you"????

   We don't do it as often as we should! Maybe we are placing the judgement.... Maybe we are socializing lesser and higher class with our loving with our whole heart's! Being a sister or brother in Christ!
When we meet God he wont discourage or down us... "Hi you failure" - "You sinner"... He would carry us , encourage us, love us unconditionally....

  " Change your thoughts and you will change your world." -Norman Vincent Peale

    You are not what others say and think you are, you are whom GOD says you are..... Other's discourage you, say you'll be unsuccessful.. but GOD says you'll prosper in everything you do and touch.....

   Thanks for stopping by:) -Gina

  

Family time in Fall:)

Kyla, Josie and Karissa:)

Gladys, Momma and Josie:))

Kyla,Josie, Gladys and Karissa:) Girl night at the Ditto house!

Mal-Mal:) My handsome nephew....

Mini man:) My handsome nephew....

Pumpkin muffin's! Just cake mix and pumpkin pie mix bake and enjoy:)

 

   This weekend was filled with love and laughter! So many bright smiles and pumpkin smells
filled our home:) I have had up to 9 beautiful children since Thursday morning and I LOVED it!
Daniel-13 Gladys-11 and Josie-3 My beautiful babies...... To add to the mix was my four nephews Mal-Mal-2 and Mini man-1 ,, Justin-12 and Luke-5 then my two nieces Karissa-5 and Kyla-3:)

   I love having a chance to watch and enjoy them all:) If my husband was home it wouldn't have happened he likes to keep it under five! Family is so improtant.... Fall is a wonderful time for family time:)
Hay Rides, pumpkin picking and eating (hee hee) or a good ole movie night with the family:) Lot's of fun to have a chance to bring everyone together!

  I have found TWO great family prayer's that are wonderful and I say very often!
-Father, help our family to be a family of integrity, let us be united in word and in deed,
and help us to be a shining light to others we come in contact with. Help us be different from the
world         -Amen

-Thank You, Father, for this family You have created, Keep the cords of love here strong and tight, Help us to love each other like You love us,        -Amen



     Hope you enjoy this post and the above prayer's they have touched my heart and I hope you are touched by them! God is Amazing!!! He is alive!

                -GINA:)

Family!!!

      Ive prayed for two days now, about what to post! Thing is I have been guided  to write about family......I hope you find this post helpful and also remember it's from my heart to yours!

     Families have ups and Downs... I always feel there is a way to cut the (bull) and remain family! Other's may not see it that way and then again there could be great reasons why they don't  see it that way..

   I have three kid's as you know and sometimes they don't get along what child does? As their mommy and their teacher in life.. I fell it's up to me to guide them to teach them family values...

      Take Psalm's 68:6
God places the lonely in families, he sets the prisoners free and gives them joy; but he makes the rebellious live in a sun-scorched land....

   Take Galatians's 6:10
Therefore,when ever we have the opportunity,we should do good to everyone-especially to those in the family of faith!

   God places us all together for a reason! he will never harm us nor leave us! I tell my three all the time if you don't love one another and don't show it who will? Yes you will fight and sometimes you will not talk for a day or two but, you don't disrespect each other and don't ever decide you are sick of family.....stay together and put love in your heart, show the love you want to be shown...

  I adore my in home family! I have put unconditional love into actions....
Then I ask myself have I done that for family and close friend's out-side of our home? I try and sometimes I make excuses about being to busy or "well they will never listen why waste my time"!

   The thing is WE ARE ALL FAMILY! God gave us brother's, sister's and mother's, father's, husband's and wives... children....He guided us to our "church family" families of  faith and blood! Not to give up, not to abandon or forsake them, but to love and honor them ! Like our God would love and forgive we shall do the same! Not give up,or put it aside till its convent but to honor the people he has placed in our life's!

   So I feel like I have cheated my children out of really knowing the love of family..... Because I have put relationship aside until it was convent and It stops today! From today until the end of time I will work harder at my relationship s  I will not set them aside and hold off because I might get hurt or their just to much work...

    I'm not prefect in anyway.... and now there are some people who God placed in your life who will make you work so hard, sometimes you have to put them aside and pray I mean pray hard God will let you know if this person is worth your time! God will lay it on our hearts what is right for our life and what is wrong......

   Do you have a family orfriend that is so out of control and you have giving up? or sat them aside?  Please find it in your heart to try one last time.... pray about them and your self.... pray with them!


    Thanks you so much for all your comment's and support!
       -Gina

Sad mommy!





All three of our blessing's!

   
When I toolkall three of the kid's to school last Thursday I felt sad! I sat in my van and cried
for a hour! finally I wrote the following to all my kids:)
Wanted to share with you!!!

                   You place your soft little hands into mine.... you look at me like I'm your
                       hero...I'm unstoppable to the world ,like i have superpowers!

                When you cry my heart aches..I'm hurt and confused, When I pick you up and
          wrap my arms around you "the tears disappear" It's like I'm your doctor and
         only I have the cure to your disease.....All your pain disappears!

           I rarely question myself about how much you love me, or if you'll be a mad teen
   seeking revenge(?).... But then you say amazing thing's that changes my world!
       1-"mommy I love you"
        2- "your beautiful".
      3- you touch the side of my face softly to tell me " your proud of me"!

         Every question in my mind,my heart is gone.....I fell a love so unstoppable so pure...
It's amazing to me...I love to watch the wind blowing in your hair,you smiling when I say
"I LOVE YOU" or "I'm prod of you".

    Our love is rare, a true love bad and good! your my ruby dear to my heart, never to leave you!
I'm your heart's keeper your protector...One day someone else will come along to protect it,,,as for now its my full time JOB.....

   You saved me, made me love, made me new...I feel needed and loved by you!
For such little people you give me big love and support me through to the end.....Your my friend, your my heart, Your my Children.......

         Thanks for reading........

-GINA:)