Start with love! Wake your spouse with a kiss:) Hug him or her when your mad!! Be kind and gentle:) When I took my vow's and said I do I thought love was easy, word's said not something I've really felt much in my life time... I'm blessed with a caring man who loved me for me... ( Bad and Good ) He holds me while I cry well use to! I've signal handily broken our ah-mazing relationship down NOT by cheating or stealing.. I've been cold- hearted and curl....I've thought about how I and our child together felt not anyone else.... I was out for me and my younger child Josie only... I feel everyone made a differences between my two step children and Josie! So I guarded Josie for myself... I held a-lot against my husband because it was easier! His family wanted to come in between us and I let it happen! I wanted a happy marriage...Wanted and honestly seen us lasting for ever! I just don't know.... Yes it's not all me, but I do my fare share!! Larry my husband has done and said alot to pro-long this growing problem with our marriage. The trouble is God is not in our heart's! We didn't grow with each other we grew without each other and without GOD! Now after six year's, in hopes of saving our little family we have to work harder than anyother marriage! Larry works on the boat so in the 28 day's he is on we talk like once a day no more then that so for us it's learning and teaching each other during the 14 day's he is home! I love this man I married! There is no doubt that I do! Yes we have great time's together.... The bad seems to come more often..... I just realized that a marriage is a full time job! I put all my time to our three kid's and none toward my husband and I.... I start my day as a momma and end it with momma...Never being a caring wife, never taking the time to rebuild anything with my husband!!! To tell the truth most days I don't make it to bed! I'm up cleaning and getting ready for the next day! I don't get bath's...I get shower's with three little ones banging on the bath room door... I could come up with many excuses but the bottom line is if I let the devil take control over me and allow him to continue to center himself in our marriage I wont have one! I cant take for my husband but I will myself! I Vow to love and care for my husband more and EXPRESS it more daily! I Vow to leave the house dirty for a hour just to hold his hand.... I Vow to kiss him every morning and night..... I Vow to continue to honor him and be faithful!! Most of all I Vow to put GOD in the center of this marriage! I will pray over my marriage daily! I will listen to my husband just a little bit more before yelling his head off.... This might be hard work and I ( WE ) have a long road ahead of us! But I'm doing this all the way! Our marriage will not end! It will grow with just a little love each day! Sister's if you have a hard time with your marriage or understanding when to let a fight or disagreement go pray about it!!! Listen to your heart....Make your judgement based on love!! Just to add, My husband and I are not talking about a divorce but we need work! Our heart's are not in the best place, our judgement is way off and the devil is breaking his way in!!! God will lead our marriage, he will give us the right path from today forward!! Thanks -Gina |
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Monday, November 19, 2012
Just A Little Love!
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Thanks For Reading!!!
Be Blessed Sweet Sister's:)
-Gina:)